I squeeze smiles out of you!

A given
1985, east coast, servitude to the nation.
confused, clarity-hungry shapeshifter.
badminton, ktv, the bigscreen, slumber.
soccer, surfing, pool, relationships.
analytical & brain-churning communication.
GOD.

ecstatic_fogginess@yahoo.com.sg

Recent addictions
automobiles
books
fitness
Subway

any other stuff??

Wednesday, October 04, 2006
1:34 am

I have been doing this- I relax waaaayyyy too much after each and every stressful phase wanes. And then I find it excruciatingly hard to pick myself up afterward to resume at a comfortable pace in the academic race. Momentum issue.

And, misfortune is really a perception. Bad things will never stop happening. So who are you that you should be exempted from such opportunities? Don't you wanna ace your tests? Don't you wanna make it to the next bigger station?

I am serious in cutting down (all that is detrimental in my life). But this seriousness surpasses any seriousness I've promised myself before. This one involves genuine sacrifice. And a purported joy from within.

And I dare speculate that the taking up of new responsibilities and challenges could just be the gel that sticks my life back into its totality once more. Steps of faith do get you across the gaping abyss, even if it is extraordinary assistance. That invisible structure.

doodled
XD