Revival is others'!!
But I've my new system in place..of organized drive and of elaborate goals; of a novel outlook and of revamped habits. However the sense of purpose and destination behind this systemic revolution- little to say of it though....
It is because of her I'm becoming more competitive (around her). That's both a good thing and a bad thing at the same time. On the one hand I might see my true self fading away; however on the flipside, relationships are all designed to demand a certain degree of positive character change!
BUT I still feel it's rather unfair that girls should submit to men. I mean, it's this duty of women that guarantees strong relationships, and every man indeed yearns for cooperative partners. That I've no qualms about. But come on, isn't easier to listen up and follow the leader THAN to take the lead and make all the decisions? No? What manner of difficulty is there in having to take the backseat role in the pair, in any relationship? Oh well.
ARGGHHHH. It pains me to keep misplacing my thingggsss. I attach a sentimental value to all my possessions (albeit inanimate) and they're lost they're all losttttttt~~@@@!!!????! Especially my David Tao lyrics booklet and my Nalgene water bottle. What makes it worse- is that they both were gifts from friends and loved ones! Multiple whammies. Sob.
This ain't what love is about- growing old through the ungrowing times.....
There must be a will....to fight to....turn off the computer and all the lights every night before I fall into the gaping mouth of the Z monster!!~
When the novelty of Novelty wears off, what then are you going to do with the vaporizing of earth-bound concepts? Know this- that form follows function. If you have a worthwhile cause, your methods fall into place snugly.
"Ain't nothing better;
We beat the odds together.
I'm glad we didn't listen-
Look at what we would be missing!
They said, "I'll bet they'll never make it,"
But just look at us holding on;
We're still together, still going strong.."
-Shania Twain- You're Still The One
The vices of humanity are plaguing me....But I'm not going to lay my own traps for me anymore!!~ I will tear down fences and break the mould- at all costs~~!!!
Revival is mine too.