I squeeze smiles out of you!

Saturday, September 09, 2006
1:40 am

When have I last treated my God as friend to me?!! I can't, and won't chiong through the stages of the relationship-progression. If reestablishing is needed, I will do just that; and whatever it takes to climb up the rungs once more. The goal of refreshing and fulfilling fellowship is the dynamo.

And that takes genuine learning. I'm turning toward that rapidly!

On a lighter note....
I seem to thrive by a lack of structure! Hence the modules I've chosen to take up over this semester are mostly free from form; devoid of any kind of externally impressed work pressure or a tangibly concrete work load.
Or maybe it's just the deep-ridden culture of independent self-reliance that this faculty operates in. Or maybe it's just because it's FASS and not Engineering or Science. Or maybe it's just the study pace of my 3-day week I'm always bragging about. Or maybe it's just my lack of self-motivation to FIND what needs to be done. It's me, really. My passive, lazy self taking over.

But for lack of structure, sorry I digressed, I just love it when debates and arguments do not see resolutions or closures- and are left hanging, open for more unright-unwrong comments; an OTOT target board where the bull's eye is anywhere you deem fit. Why define and appraise and dissect and aim for value-addedness all the time? The beauty is in churning out more and more angles of approach and transcending space and time, and defying sense and logic. Why ask 'why' then, when there's going to be another 'why' that follows the first answer derived? Who even decides whether your opinion is truth?
Kudos to Philosophy classes.

Oh my, that switch was sinister.
But God, I really want my will refortified.
Do You love holiness because it's good; or is it good because You love it?

The audacity of it all! Every week, a new excuse. Every week, the mercury rises. How long more do we have to wait?!!

doodled
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