me.
my life.
connect.
venting machine.
history.
A given
1985, east coast, servitude to the nation.
confused, clarity-hungry shapeshifter.
badminton, ktv, the bigscreen, slumber.
soccer, surfing, pool, relationships.
analytical & brain-churning communication.
GOD.
ecstatic_fogginess@yahoo.com.sg
Recent addictions
automobiles
books
fitness
Subway
any other stuff??
Wednesday, August 09, 2006
12:58 pm
Made a box and a dinosaur over these past few days. Learning more than I ever could elsewhere. But do I honestly want to keep up this level of interaction; or am I really about to be all-accepting and see a morphing in my standing? Self-actualization via this fusion? The mind wants input but the heart resents. Peel off my layers now- I'm not like this! It scares me how I'm actually fighting this innate reflex to oppose competition- when it's all really just an undefiled cooperation that blissfully uplifts and fulfills all strata of my being!
Doubt sometimes wakes you up to assess from the outside.
I can confidently justify and substantially legitimize my every word and deed.
But there's still a big deal about the different air about leaders and people in positions of authority. I find that they possess a respectable trait...this mystery about their unfathomable depths which I can't concretely point to- it makes them giants in their own right. The good ones I mean. But in NS? The good ones are so rare that they're even closer to my heart.
Whata three days of FOP '06! Reaped a harvest indeed.
doodled
XD
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