I squeeze smiles out of you!

A given
1985, east coast, servitude to the nation.
confused, clarity-hungry shapeshifter.
badminton, ktv, the bigscreen, slumber.
soccer, surfing, pool, relationships.
analytical & brain-churning communication.
GOD.

ecstatic_fogginess@yahoo.com.sg

Recent addictions
automobiles
books
fitness
Subway

any other stuff??

Friday, August 04, 2006
9:46 am

Bidding is fun- it's all a mental struggle. And I'm late for OWeek now.

Packing work and school and leisure appointments every day of this week might be a little of a far-fetched stretch but the beauty of it all is not minding the sense of loss and lack of directional focus.

I don't mind things not going my way, Murphy's got to be put to shame....
But it could all be part of this Pinnacle-mood I'm basking in.

I have a problem..many indeed. And the competition to self-improve with a someone who is miles ahead of me in the racing arena of quality propriety and high-end decorum- is somewhat disgraceful yet at the same time motivating. The previous night's delirious eloquence- from the heart.

And.
I feel that over the span of weeks upon weeks of no active introspection; over quick-shifting scenes and passages of a transitional period in life, I've grown to be a freshie again to this virtual realm of a release avenue and a stigmatic self-indulgence.

Cut these. And forget. Move on for sharper, and more holistic shots.

doodled
XD