I squeeze smiles out of you!

Thursday, June 01, 2006
4:09 pm

The impulsive side kicked in yesterday. Got loads of things done...outrageous also indeed. Crazy hair, crazy piercing. Felt so liberated man. But was....LATE!?! Felt so bad. First time meet then liddat already sigh.... But The Benchwarmers rocked my socks off man. EVERYBODY MUST WATCH IT!!!!~ Laughing till I was bursting. Ok Karen Mok. You like to twist and wipe huh.

And my absent-minded mind told myself I didn't really need to bring the TPJC Choir Concert ticket along. Reacted so calmly I was proud. But kudos to the gang. They thought up something ingenious....and RARE. Heh. 'Twas all hair-raising and spine-chilling. But in a good sense! Really. Resounding!!~ And So It Goes why not encoreeee. Henry you did great...AND you will continue to, this Saturday!

Then the Squeezy Throngs happened.. And my, my..was I utterly astounded by the luxurious layout and interior decor. Cross this beautiful piece of artwork with a more correct crowd and a more partying atmosphere and...voila! The wondrous finale to the eve... But I must, amidst all this fun I'm coping with, really take some time to stand back and observe: have I been a stronger and wiser guy?

The possibility of attempting to savour the fruits of irresponsibility and deviousness....thwarted by my need to be the good guy. The faggot's rebirth in the wake of outrageous styles? Or just an emancipation from all shackles of don'tdoits and youcan'ts? Wisecracking minds unite. Could have had a very different and probably a more blasting finale, and I'm talking about all three. But cos I'm living like I'm treading the thin line already, I don't wish to add any unnecessary baggage anymore. Ethics regarding the conduct in relationships; the image and reputation; and the moolahmanagement and stigmatic vices. What should govern these?

Finding out soon in church later. Hope I'll rediscover a staying passion to keep myself not as someone torn between good and bad; but as someone who has found his position and place in life..for good.

(What lazy rain. Nausea and giddiness I have found the cure! Celebrating it by moving smoovely. Weird teeth haha. But natural and comfortable somewhat. Disgustingly hilarious also, was the show. Halfway to family? How sweet. Skipped the trip to camp cos I'm so given to my moods. God save all prodigal sons.)

Maybe I'm listening now.....to it, to them.

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