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1985, east coast, servitude to the nation.
confused, clarity-hungry shapeshifter.
badminton, ktv, the bigscreen, slumber.
soccer, surfing, pool, relationships.
analytical & brain-churning communication.
GOD.
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Subway
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Saturday, May 13, 2006
2:13 am
Those shes. Why.
Those things...how did it...?
You...where?
Waste sia.
Pile on more trivialities to exacerbate the frenzy.
Between the angel's and the devil's way of release today, the angel's came in the end. Wanted to appease the devil's but it all came a wee bit late. So I went ahead with the angel's.
Whoa. Saw it. Flung once again into a fretworthy state of mind. Albeit more or less on a one-way ticket.
Worn out..NO2, NO2.... CAMARADERIE forged; tolerance received and given. Was it all a convincing masquerade or some faux authenticity? Either way it was a massive blockage in me trying to behave AND interact in a completely natural way- in the wake of a chaotic PMS-ey yesterday and night. Can't put a finger on what actually triggered off everything. A subtle and stealthy snowball of emotions? I don't know. No la I do. Do I?
Stay atop. I'm emerging from within, enjoyed it while it lasted though...enjoyed suffering?!!
Thank you for the promises You made today, that brought me back into moderation...blew up the vocals, and then not just any kind of shallow inspiration!! The angel's way helped. But I'm negligent toward the most valuable things I come across in this life. Blew the vocals, really.
And....what an end too.
So to the devil's (again) tomorrow. Today I mean.
(Compensation!! Stress!! Was it really cut off? Big day's coming. My life's plans are also hanging. Cough. )
doodled
XD
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