I squeeze smiles out of you!

Tuesday, May 23, 2006
3:20 am

A conversation went on just now between the voice within, AND myself. Cut it out midway, but whatever exchange I had had internally I'd like to consider a marked advance ahead in terms of introspection.. Because it captured the very heartbeat of who I have always been- I have always been rather veiled from a clear revelation of myself. And the coolest part was that this uncanny discourse took place during the most mundane of activities, under the most casual mannerism imaginable. Laid-back and informal, yet upfront and in my face.
Something broke through after that.

The urge to get real wild sorta came alive for a one fleeting second when I started to recall those moments that have passed by, worthy of all remembrance and adoration.

An understanding heart breaks me down, to utter humility and gratitude. And a speechless, spellbound expression of my love. Cut the funk... I need depth and breadth.

Losing my hunger- the most abhorred feeling, ever. At this very point in time, my faithful devotion to these Chronicles here seems more like a senseless, trivial want of my soul. A sickness. Every living person has that one thing; or a couple of things in our lives we hold dear, and are immaculately joined with. Be it a close person, an attitude, a job, an inanimate object, a habit, an activity, a belief, a desire. That one thing usually stems from a corresponding void in that person's world; a particular lack in any single aspect which then fuels him toward filling up those blanks.

The therapy of music...ahhh. The Da Vinci Code is really worth watching twice. Henderson and Lavender added to the shopping cart now!!

Thank God for tagboards, they keep blogs interactive thus making it a somewhat living, breathing being.

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