I squeeze smiles out of you!

Wednesday, May 17, 2006
1:14 am

Privileges've stripped..and weird dreams've been streaming in nightly! Joseph I need ya.

Was I really meant to be in all of these? Gotta get out of the well already. J-O-Bs NOWW.

B's still lost its kick man.

It was bummer in camp today. The familiar and expected rigidity and inefficiency sigh. WON'T EVER BE COMING BACK EXCEPT ON INDEPENDENCE DAY. But at least there's a tad more room up in the head now...and I think my Humanapproval Quotient needs to see a steep dip....what- it's still all the rage leh. Different feel now, partly cos of the imminent parting of ways. And the grandeur of all that liberation jazz...just daunting. And never ever mix Katong Laksa with Chicken Rice. A few days ago, up above. Now, it's down below?!? Charcoal pills yea yea yea..

WALKED LIKE HELL. Have squandered more than just material objects. But earned truckloads more of profits in invisible treasures!! Never want it to end... Ahhhh.. Have just been all dissociative and unnatural and tired...AND WEIRD? Maybe. But really, deciding to be put through some discomfort might just work for the good for my much needed identity hunt. I'm striking at this chance not knowing completely why. But it also really just fell into my lap. So I'm the gal here huh. Wave hi to the novelty of it all. My eyes will continually shift....so help me.

This is so true. So much power is embodied in our Eyes that we're usually fenced up by all that we see...and nothing beyond. That which our visual range doesn't reach just don't register at all as acceptable or possible.
KUDOS TO BLEACH LA.
So look for newer chances now. But don't just look..or even hear, smell or feel them. Be. Don't merely Do. A step up the rung in receptivity and perception. Don't be slaves to your desires!

And so, I've clean forgotten how it'd actually been like to stay at home for an entire day. That shall just be the plan then.

Am I too cool or what. And has ALL just simply been transferred toward that single entity?

doodled
XD