I squeeze smiles out of you!

Thursday, April 27, 2006
12:41 am

"Keeping adult" has been of utmost importance to me now. It will be, from now, a warning beacon for myself.

Celebrations and urgent events coming up and I can't just stay put. Keep adult!! Gotta swing back to high gear again man. Family and friends, here I come.

So as I give and give, then what about me? Am I really a nice person? Whatever that has really benefited my friends and close ones through my own comfortable efforts....another person might just come by and sweep me off my paradigm cushion, my quantifiable yardstick of how much it takes to be giving all one's got for their friends and close ones!! Reminder: BALANCE is always the cornerstone of any kind of success.

Meaning to say, there's no real measuring standard, in any one relationship, to each individual's definition of their way of expressing their love in its most unbridled and magical element; in its most pure and potent form. Love is never a competition. Reciprocal love should never be. To each his own style of displaying acts of unconditional love in sacrificial and untainted fervour. It's intrinsically unique, varied and mystical. The heart overflows into the corresponding word and deed.

And Elliott Yamin performed oh so charmingly.

The novelty is starting to thicken up. In areas it used to wear thin before. Not to mention concupiscence creeping up, compulsive indulgences hard to kick etc..

I'm out. That's okay. I've been torn down all the time and have grown accustomed to rising above it- this time I'm not necessarily pricked substantially cos I didn't expect much out of it anyway. Poignantly pragmatic. Aim high, shoot low.

Told it all, whoops? Club. Booze. Phasic fad that's all.

And so, the incoherent storge has to be realigned. But I'm of sloth!!~

(Stay smooth in all I do. Girl magnet. Cost of living not to be blamed; wealth alone ain't gonna feed the soul. Bonding brings joy through clarity. Cashflow stays hopefully manageable. Surface skimming with a will lost to the wind. Bites. Make. Me. Remember. Lazy to sleep?! Sickeningly neutral.)

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