Friday, April 21, 2006
1:54 am
WHAM.
Came like silence. Fell like a rock.
All else faded underneath. This compulsive obsession has been hindering everything all along.
We all need some space; we all need being found faultless. Rushing wastes me.
Yngwie Malmsteen! But check this out first. Going to burst with respect.
My wants and how I feel about them. I'm at the end of my rope and pressured from a couple of sides, not many. But the solace lies in relativity- others are out there needing so much more strength than me...than me.
But I'm still awaiting that release. Then again I foresee, it's not my wants that need fulfilling. I wanna give something deep to people too, noting the differentiation in humanity's problems. What then, after being filled? WE MUST RUN DRY AGAIN WHAT. Jobs go around like this!!
When you're running out of things to get excited about, and you don't have any real time to yourself anymore, where and how are you gonna find that oasis? It's not just the pressing concerns now that's shaking me up. The malfunctioning computer and the troubled teen- ingredients as well.
What awaits the earnest soul? Ensure your last line of defence- your very own mind, still stands and is willed to emerge from the mire. Stick with you through it all, for you all. That's one source of regaining the riches. My increase's thick with that usual dull hue of a suppressed self-indulgent clarity.
The generosity issue's wearing me out. Need that bit of Transactional Spirit to kick in? Definitely. Where's the shame? People have got enough of that, please. I'm far atop it.
The real deal begins with no less than just a bunch of cheesy lines. Embodied within is a rebirthed vision.
Markedly contrasting flow. Need the okay pat.
BAM.
doodled
XD
