I squeeze smiles out of you!

Wednesday, March 01, 2006
3:39 am

I cannot stop self-development and improvement. A clinging affinity for it! But the price attached to it..sigh.

And last night, I enjoyed again the fellowshipping with my family members. Individually. One-to-one. Cos I miss them perhaps. Hearts were connected, and out from them gushed cares and woes, and listening and advice went back in. I would give. I gave. I took a glimpse into my future once more. And what it demanded from me. I felt depended upon..

I need more positive traits uncovered. Just missed a chance for that, but the boat's coming back again soon..

Thank You God for Your favour! For this past week. It seemed to culminate in terror but I was somehow swept off, away from my worst fears. I grew. And I won't stop growing. I just can't deal with that.. And that! Our worst struggles.

I hope to be more concise, precise, comprehensible, vivid and eloquent in my expressiveness. In speech, or better- in deed. Just can't look silly- I've gotta be perceptive and think more, before any verb translates from outta me.

The power of praise.. A truly secure person lavishes it. I want to indulge in true emotions. And in actuality, with much positivity flowing about, even inside one's obscure core all attempts at fixating on facades are negated.. Because we were made to harness our empowering beliefs all along! Remember your real Self.

Facades keep variety alive in this world. Just like the potpourri of multifariousness amongst all the countries on this globe. Then again, this labyrinthine diversification splits up. It demarcates, it detaches. It grades, it categorizes. It unites some, but alienates others. It clings on, it holds dear. It compares, it condemns.

This way, it's hard to be as ONE. We aren't all that different actually. And Singapore is a stellar example of harmonious co-existence. We saw the oneness beyond the discrepancies.

doodled
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