me.
my life.
connect.
venting machine.
history.
A given
1985, east coast, servitude to the nation.
confused, clarity-hungry shapeshifter.
badminton, ktv, the bigscreen, slumber.
soccer, surfing, pool, relationships.
analytical & brain-churning communication.
GOD.
ecstatic_fogginess@yahoo.com.sg
Recent addictions
automobiles
books
fitness
Subway
any other stuff??
Tuesday, February 21, 2006
10:36 pm
I have come to terms with how the effects of certain external stimuli can cause so much involuntary anguish. And how others can lift you beyond immaculate bliss.
It's like we are machines bound by the laws of externalities and their extent of influence over us. They are meant to affect us in particular ways and elicit corresponding responses from us. A mechanism that boxes in and fences up. Our apathetic contentment with the quality of Life we think we are managing adeptly. Oblivious to our idiosyncratic nature and the higher calling to awaken and snap out of this illusion. To be present. To be more conscious. To transcend the boundaries of our natural inclinations. To remember oneself.
Now that's quite an intriguing concept. But it could just be another insignificant speck in the limitless expanse of all Understanding. I just..perceive it so?
Wrapping up, the Master Plan seems never to go awry. Now that's definitely a precursor to a major personal overhaul for me.. Maybe I should just stop fooling around. Really.
doodled
XD
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