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Wednesday, January 18, 2006
11:34 pm

Okay. So I stand corrected. Kelly Clarkson beats Mariah Carey man.....but WAIT. Only so in the natural voice range!! And even then, they are geniuses in separate music genres- it doesn't matter. Mariah Carey's still a maestro in her own right. So there.

Why do selfish survival instincts and laudable virtuous principles always seem to go mutually exclusive?!? It's like the streetwise versus the gullible. Like love and attraction- two ends of a spectrum. It's the world against religion. It's hard to mix; unthinkable to reconcile. You either fit in or stand out; your ambivalence is your downfall. Compromise if fickle. You're a friend or a lover. Now pick one or the other.

Tired and pissed if not for the offs. Geisha is coming, look forward!! I still don't know why I don't conform to norms when I should be; and I conform when I shouldn't. A maverick I am. I am? ARgh. Helping to organize 2 upcoming BBQs when I'm already busy enough this week with DAILY displays, and the impending deadlines to settle personal matters. So now the socio-interpersonal gauge is running empty...

Pity this ain't a private journal- I'd talk dirty and nasty. Like hell. And it'd be less enigmatic and cryptic to readers. Sex, and debt, and juicy gossip. As opposed to my conviction toward upholding propriety and all that is befitting of being politically correct. Be ethically petulant? I'm so conflictive I don't defect to any side. Simultaneous tendencies clash in my psyche and can never fuse. So that's one more item to add to the list of Resolutions this year. To be resolute.

(Dirt and Grime is Theme of the Week. In every sense of the word. S-Class hunt. Joe made it for AI auditions! Detest stickiness. Need a massage/tickle. Someone adept, quick.)

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