I squeeze smiles out of you!

Sunday, January 15, 2006
12:19 am

There are many words left unsaid and acts left undone which pass us by every moment we breathe. Streaming thoughts and ideas left unvoiced. The world is sorely in lack of so much unleashed potential! The message today in church caused a paradigm shift; the incarnation of a vague memory, of a dormant knowledge. The only ones I'd allow to pass me by are disempowering thoughts and words. Being caught up in a cycle of dwelling in stagnation is not an option at all for me this year.

And it's not been swept under the rug because I have made peace with it. I'm over it. I feel high.
I'm alive. Intoxicated. Flying high. It feels like a dream.

Prudence and punctuality are the key words now. And a timely recovery in the body for yet another bout of sore throat again! I'm all ready for the goodies and munchies at New Year.. Can you imagine? What bravado. And the sky's clearing up. Sun's in. Good for colouring in the fairness once more! The push-ups gradually add bulk as well..so I'm gonna look way different in due time.

I'm a High C personality. That fact never dawned on me till I realised how engrossed I always was with ridiculously making sure trivialities like sequences of reminders or the train of thought in my mind must be repeated over to assure me everything would run smoothly and that I'd miss nothing. Errors in grammar and vocabulary are especially irksome to my nitpicking eyes. I always have a replayed habitual pattern in most activities I do, particularly the more personal ones like how I'd arrange my belongings or how I'd eat my food sequentially. Kinda myopic. The list goes on and it scares me. Because I'm actually an I/S personality! I did the test before!! Check this out here.

I feel stretched in so many ways! This year's gonna see me leap ahead like never before. I hunger for understanding. Someone who empathizes with me and sincerely relates to how I feel and think. A girl?!?.....maybe??

I'm just gonna kick this off at my own pace.

doodled
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