I squeeze smiles out of you!

A given
1985, east coast, servitude to the nation.
confused, clarity-hungry shapeshifter.
badminton, ktv, the bigscreen, slumber.
soccer, surfing, pool, relationships.
analytical & brain-churning communication.
GOD.

ecstatic_fogginess@yahoo.com.sg

Recent addictions
automobiles
books
fitness
Subway

any other stuff??

Wednesday, December 21, 2005
11:20 pm

So cool. Today was trouble-free. No blood-drenched pillow, no sharp pains, no talking difficulties. I'm getting better! Thank God!! YEAH!! Wait. Is there any other deeper reason than a grammatical rule why the letter "I" is spelled in caps? I say it is the SELF placed upon the world's paramount pedestal. Sigh, it's just another one of those irksome observations of mine. Never mind me. Yes, i shouldn't. See that, i shouldn't. Lol. Irony!

Being an interesting and captivating blogger is not necessarily a good thing. People look forward to reading your blog and you are somewhat pressurized to produce entries worthy of your readers' applause and recognition and gratified guffaws. Like an obligation to be a performer of quality and class. Heck! Who gets to say which style should be employed and what content should go up all the time except the ever-changing blogger himself.. A non-reliance on pleasing people. That's how it should be. Keep your hopes low. I want to write for myself to see!

Break, break, break. Itching to meet people. 'Tis the season, ain't it? I'm soo sorry to all for my foul mood The night they came out. And..I don't like to be disturbed when I'm watching shows!

The world as I see it, is suffering from my laziness. I get stuck on one activity too long (and guys, my tenacity of involvement when I get engrossed, it's whoa.) I neglect the more urgent concerns. There's so much I need to settle and so many people I have to catch up on during this break that I can't keep sticking to my comfortable SELFish lifestyle. And it takes will. Lots of it. Or maybe..I should just simplify my agenda.

doodled
XD