I squeeze smiles out of you!

A given
1985, east coast, servitude to the nation.
confused, clarity-hungry shapeshifter.
badminton, ktv, the bigscreen, slumber.
soccer, surfing, pool, relationships.
analytical & brain-churning communication.
GOD.

ecstatic_fogginess@yahoo.com.sg

Recent addictions
automobiles
books
fitness
Subway

any other stuff??

Sunday, October 23, 2005
3:03 am

The disillusionment wore off with the realisation that things have always been looking up for me. All this while. All i had to do was to tap into that Source.

Perhaps melancholy and poignance and a demoralised spirit are what keeps the Great Balance, well.. balanced. It makes it whole. Contributes to its perfection. A remarkable equation that is beautiful and worthy of all rejoicing. Epiphanies come and go all the time, and the simplistic Xinkang puts it in no better way as he recites with sheer conviction and resignation, "Life is full of ups and downs". It's just so inspiring. It's of little pertinence though, but that's how it's ironic. Simplify everything. Complicate things and you'll be overflowing with undesirable emotions. Uncontrollable.

Music helps too. AND service today was on tapping into that age-old Source of strength. We all need to acknowledge that we're in dire need of it. It's ready-made and delicious, kinda like instant noodles. Just that a little cooking effort is involved.

Indiscriminate expenditure will be avoided. Late nights will have to go. Procrastination is on a steady decline. Proactive acts of boldness which are rooted in love must gradually be accustomed to. Frequent smiling and verbal pleasantries come next. Not going to be governed by emotions or circumstances all the time. Hope and joy always, to the end.

Aphorisms help. But it's 0345 hrs on a Sunday, now. And i'm going to do up the tagboard some other time. Hah.

doodled
XD