I squeeze smiles out of you!

A given
1985, east coast, servitude to the nation.
confused, clarity-hungry shapeshifter.
badminton, ktv, the bigscreen, slumber.
soccer, surfing, pool, relationships.
analytical & brain-churning communication.
GOD.

ecstatic_fogginess@yahoo.com.sg

Recent addictions
automobiles
books
fitness
Subway

any other stuff??

Thursday, September 22, 2005
1:03 am

I like discussing the mysteries of Life.. it's so.. empowering. Not just that, but all that which pertains to the science of human behavioural patterns.. they cause me to analyse and decrypt the meaning and purpose of the existence of humankind.

Doesn't it seem that we all like to be in control of the things around us, in some way or another? There's always an inclination to make sense of the absurd. To rationalise the inconceivable. To gain the upper hand in an argument. But has it ever occurred to you whether one can actually revel in being helpless, and be outside of the sphere of all logical consciousness? A really blissful ignorance? A completely idiosyncratic loss of knowing?

I am so proud of my family. That i don't care that they always tend to go about having unabashed and rambunctious public discourses on the deep issues of life. Then there's conflicting opinions and the emotional overdrive. A total nonchalance to the scrutiny of the masses out there, like the whole family is encased in the entirety of the speech bubble; shut out from being self-conscious and all prim and proper. But then afterward, there's understanding and compromise, and objectivity kicks in to salvage any signs of overheating. And all is back - harmonious and status quo-ish.

And so, psychology and sociology are areas of interest to me. Proud.

doodled
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